Am I wrong and did i deserve?

-Its a very long story, but I'm currentely now and in the past having family issues. I'm not going to go into the details because it is to long to write in one post.



okay well to keep it short, my mother and father split up at around the age of 13 and at the time i was living at my mothers, during the time i was living with my mother, i was getting verbal,racial, emotional and physical abuse from my mother and brothers.



from the age of 13 to 17 i have been going back and forth living at my mother to my fathers but I have been having conflicts with my father also, I'm not going to go into details or the past because it is to long to put into a single posting, but there was one particular incident that occured a few weeks ago. At one time early in the morning a few weeks ago, my father threw an object(bass guitar) directly at me when i was in bed(I was really tired during that time and was half asleep) which had resulted in me having my leg(knee) cut and split wide open and as a result of this, i couldn't walk or move for 4 days because it must have cut into the bone and wouldn't stop bleeding, I was in so much pain that i couldn't move or arch it for a few hours, i just had to remain sitting down.



The cause of this was simply because he tried getting and waking me up by and my response was something like "**** off", OKAY yes, i know that wasn't neccesary and there was no need for that response, but what hurts me the most is that a few days after he said he was "Glad" and "Proud" that he has done that to me... and another thing that pisses me off is that it has left a huge scare on my leg which is probably going to be there for life, so even if i'm not around him, everytime i look at it, it is going to remind me of that event or remind me of him....



There is a lot of history and stuff that is happening even now buts its just this particular incident that i can't keep my mind off :(That all sound really bad, and I really don't think you should be in your father's care or your mother's care. :/



That is JUST not okay.